More whining from me so skip it if you don't wanna hear it.

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I have to keep checking the computer calendar to let me know what day it is. I haven't been able to sleep for more than 2 hours at a time for the last 4 days. I feel like it should be Saturday and that I'm gonna lose my job for no-call-no-showing 'yesterday.' *groans*

"Season of Sharing: AIDS Services of Austin"

I leave this to ya'll to find reason for this to be hysterical.

http://beta.mangastream.com/read/bleach/383-3/17

Man, I called this shit like a year or more ago. I hope I'm not the only one who saw this coming.

Also, why is Yammi still alive? Why can't Kubo just be rid of the dude? If Bleach were my manga, I'd have Yammi die just cuz I'm sick of seeing him on paper.

Anywho...gonna be heading over to my family's place in a little while. I think I'm finally starting to get my screwed up sleep schedule under pseudo-control so I can actually focus on more than repeats of Cops and Hell's Kitchen. WoW has really been the ONLY thing I can occupy myself with these days (since losing the cable and not having any PS2 games to play) and I haven't even really accomplished much there either. I started a Druid on Blackwing...this is only like, the 5th Druid I've tried raising since starting WoW. This one is actually going somewhere though...lvl 21 in 4 days (I'm going so slow cuz of my blahness, I can't even get to 20 in one sitting anymore, how sad is that?)

Hopefully with my sleeping bit getting better, I'll actually get enough rest so I can work on the Limitless storyboards some more. My head's hurt and been so fuzzy for the last 3 weeks, it's amazing I managed to finish Ch1 in the first place. I still haven't finished scanning the corrected prologue, or finished coloring the pages I HAVE scanned. It's fucking pathetic and I hate it. I'm in such an artistic slump right now, and the fact that I'm so low on supplies makes it worse. I can't afford to go buy more, and supposing my family gets me more for Christmas, that's still more than a month away. I'll never get Ch2.1 up in time for my proposed next update. Fuck my life. I will fucking kill Clinton for the Hell he's caused me.

HAH HAAAHH

Miley Cyrus +1
Twi-fags -1

EDIT: What..."There are 10 layers of skin you gotta go through before you get to the bone." I think....this is incorrect. There are 7 layers of skin and several layers of muscle and tendon, depending on what you're stabbitying, till you hit bone. God Bless the Prison Education System.

Oh my freaking God, if this cat chews through and eats one more important and vital thing I own, I'm gonna cry. First went my PS2 output cables, then went the inside ties on my bathrobe, then went a full 1x1ft hole in the side of the robe itself...and now, while I take a shower, the little shit chewed clean through one of the straps my last goddamn bra. THE LAST FUCKING ONE I OWN. Because bras are worthless piece of SHIT clothing articles that warp and bend and get all kinds of fucked up when you wash them and this was the ONLY one that survived. I'm only grateful that I didn't throw ALL my cosplay shit away, else I'd be going to work without this damn thing, and THAT is uncomfortable. I'd know. I used to forget to put one on in the first place in highschool and then I'd spend the whole day feeling awful.

Rofl...so I'm listening to these UFO Documentaries on Hulu while I'm doing other stuff, and I'm really engaged. It's awesome stuff. Some of it is a bit crazy (we feel like time is speeding up because our biological/astrological vibrations are increasing?) but other bits make it more interesting. There was this one bit where scientists are talking about how all this shit that's been happening over the course of the last 400,000 years (ie: since the dawn of human kind, basically) has all been leading up to 2012 in a totally unrelated way.

1, The Mayans were able to calculate time so accurately with their "primitive" technology because they were being helped by alien intelligences (makes sense, considering the space ship that one King's Tomb is decorated with, and the story that inspired Robotech if I remember James' explanation of that one right). The Egyptians, Inca, Hopi...all countless civilizations all have similar legends and architecture and technologies and abilities because they were all being aided by these same extraterrestrials.
2, The human race's evolution is so fucking weird because we've been tampered with genetically by these folks (kinda ties in to the Anunaki theories (minus the Planet X and "3000 year solar revolution" crap,) that the Greys we know are really just the servants of the Anunaki and the reason they screw around with humans so much is because they're both monitoring and experimenting on our progress as hybrids (and cows, because as crazy as it sounds, we share a significant amount of genetic similarity with them, same with pigs.) The evolutionary jump of 100 years between Homo Erectus and Cromagnon Man was impossible naturally, hence the similar support for the believe that Homo Sapien was created as a hybrid between Cromagnon Man and Anunaki. This is also how we basically explain why humans look so different across the planet...Africans, Caucasians, Asians, etc when we couldn't have possibly evolved such different looks when we all started out the same, and too little time has passed for such large populations to develop such unique traits.
3, Religious legends are all so similar between various people (who couldn't possibly have met one another at their times) are because...they were, again, all visited by the same entities and those entities gave them all the same ideas. These entities are being confused as "Gods" by the ancient people of Earth and hence why books such as the Bible describe Chariots of Fire and their passengers. The legends of old Giants on the land (I believe the Bible regarded them as the original Cherubs) were actually Anunaki, as well. Our ancient ancestors were pretty fucking confused...and I don't blame em...they had no concept of space, interstellar travel, planets beyond the earth (for the most part) and scientific laws such as gravity, physics and the like. All they had was religion...so when you get extraterrestrials coming down from space in their ships, they got them confused with "Gods" in the exact same way the Aztecs mistook Cortez for the human reincarnation of Quetzalcoatl. Oops lol.
4, If alien abduction stories from present day describe folks being lifted by beams of light, then how can this not be applied to explaining how the Hell ancient man was able to quarry and move massive 40-800 ton rocks? There are buildings from 4000 years ago that we can't build with modern technology, stones so heavy that the biggest and most impressive cranes in the world can't lift, and barges and trucks that can't move them. Who's to say these beams of light that can lift, move and transport people (and probably the cattle and horses that get mutilated) didn't also get used to move the stones?

Point being...suppose all these supposed "prophecies" from all these ancient people that all seem to lead up to some massive cataclysm in 2012 all point to the same event...suppose all of these similarities are in place because something from beyond our world is actually orchestrating events here? Suppose 2012 isn't so much a world-breaker as it is the massive world revelations of First Contact? Like, massive and public and everyone knows. Anunaki ships land on the White House' front lawn style.

I certainly like these ideas a lot more than Rapture, anyway XD But I won't believe it until I get abducted by aliums or 2012 comes along and shit goes down. Pretty fun to speculate and theorize though.

Oh right, 2012 review time:

VERY entertaining movie, I would watch it again for sure, might even pick it up to own it.

There were a few LOLSCIENCE moments (like, I swear, the family featured in this thing spent most of their time narrowly outrunning the collapse of the ground under where they were, and it collapsed out from under them almost every time they got out of that damned plane lol) but the movie was just so freaking pretty that you didn't care much.

It really was an orgasm for the eyes.

I think the ONLY thing about this flick that I actually really didn't like, was the fact that it recycled the too-often-used plotline where the family involved is seperated, the kids are with the mom, the daughter misses her real dad and the son thinks the real dad is a dick, only for the dad to redeem himself to said son in the end. I feel like this plot line is used in pretty much every film I see now a days, from adventure movies to shit like Dwight Johnson's latest attempts at comedy.

Either way, 9.5/10

Wow...more LJ spam.

I just cleaned out my apartment. Not cuz I plan on going anywhere, but because there's a lot of useless shit here that I never intend to use anymore, and just takes up space. Most of this crap is cosplay-related. I'm throwing out anything that I don't ever see being used, and wigs that've been styled into a character I never intend to cosplay again (and that are in bad condition because of that same fact.) There's now room in my closet for towels and a blanket, whereas before, it was all cosplay shit. My bookshelf now looks empty because all the wigs are gone (the ones I never used are packed away for future potential use, but only because they're new and were never pulled out of the bag.) In my cleaning, I found a dart from the Nerf wars of Anime Matsuri. Ren is finding it quite entertaining.

I finally tipped my bigass desk over so the metal spokes for the file cabinet in the drawer could slide out (they dislodged from the grooves in the shelf itself and have been in an inaccessible part of the desk since the move...tilting helped get them out.) So...now I finally have a file system in place here like I've always wanted. I've thrown away another set of crap since writing the first paragraph (and going ADHD to the other side of the room, forgetting to hit submit first.) I cleaned part of the kitchen too, and I intend to vacuum next. I kinda wish I had some powder to put down, and a better vacuum. But, oh well. It's better than nothing.

I think when I'm done with that, I'm gonna wash up and then go to bed. I've been up and going since 3pm yesterday (and if you really wanna get technical, it would be since 8pm the day before that, because I shouldn't sleep after work.) I'm kinda worried the trash guys will get pissed at me if I put all this out tonight. That, or other residents, cuz all this trash will be sitting in front of my door and they will have to maneuver around it to get downstairs.


...Lol.

Welp....there go my photos, and off goes my paperwork. I should know shortly whether I can take the next step or not (psych evaluation and blood testing.) Strange as it sounds, I kinda hope a few people "reserve" me...I could use a new car =_=

My mom was giving me a weird vibe yesterday when we saw 2012. She's all like "Part of me wishes you won't do this, because it's strange to know that, if this goes through, out there...somewhere...someone I don't know will be raising my grandchild."

Genetics are one thing, but it's different entirely when you call someone "family" like that. This "offspring" won't be mine by any stretch, I just provided a blob of cells to make it happen, that's all. Heck, if the recipient family is smart, they'll pick me because I look somewhat like the mother (or I have traits close enough to her that the kid would never know it's not hers genetically.) But even then, the kid will grow up with those people, so who is anyone to say that it's my kid just because of the genetic relation? I'm not opting in for contact (not that I'm allowed to anyway) and I'll probably chase them down the street with Tensa Zangetsu if he/she ever comes looking for ME. I know some adopted kids do that, and it's kinda creepy. Goddamn, these people ought to know that there's a REASON why they were given up...showing up again is either gonna piss them off or stir up a lot of bad memories they'd almost put behind em, y'know?